I THINK I'M NUMB

It's hard to feel anything but fear since Jim became sick.  I know at our age, it's common, and the doctors don't seem to understand how young we still feel, so they kind of dismiss our true feelings that we WANT HIM WELL!  And they're not very cooperative.  He's the best thing that ever happened to me; dear God, don't take him away from me yet.  Please.

I love him so much.